Wow...after I jumped,it occurred to me,life is perfect. Life is the best....but they only really feel when it's gone. All that just kind of hit me.I guess you don't really see it all that clearly when you're,you know,alive。
“哗……在我跳下以后我才发现生命是那么的美好，但只有在一切都失去的时候我才发现，这是我们在生的时候都看不到的。我的生命从遇到Elosie开始，我可以为她而生也可以为她而死……”
“love can never be portrayed the same way as a tree,or the sea ,or any other mystery.It's the eyes with which we see. It's the sinner and the saint.It's the light inside the paint.”
“爱不像树，不像海，不像其他一起神秘事物般可以被描绘。她是我们观看的双眼，她是圣者内心的罪恶，她是黑暗最深处的光明……” 　　
“she came just like I always imagined it. I wish I was still there.Yeah,like I was saying,after U jumped, it occurred to me,life is perfect.Life is the best. It's full of magic and beauty,and surprises. You just don't see it all that clearly when you're still there. All I ever wanted was to reach Elosie,just to reach her.I did. And I ended up turning the world upside down along the way. Even if just for a moment.Wow!”

　　“她来了就像我设想的一样。多么希望我还在这里……在我跳下以后我才发现生命是那么的美好、充满了美丽、奇迹和惊喜。可你身处其中的时候去不知道。我最大的愿望就是靠近Elosie，我做到了，在期间我把世界搞得天翻地覆，虽然只有那么一会儿，哗！”
 update: Wah...after I jumped, it occurred to me , life is perfect ,life is the best.It’s full of magic、beauty、opportunity and television....and surprise, lots of surprises, yeah. And then there’s that stuff that everyone longs for, but they really only feel when it's gone. All that just kind of hurt me. I guess you don’t really see it all that clearly. when you’re … you know ....alive.